So, lately...

...I've been going through a Spring Awakening obsession.

Like, I'm pretty much stalking Andy Mientus as we speak.

I seriously love this show and it's Original cast, and 1st Touring cast members to death. ( Well, actually I like the touring cast better, but I digress)

Spring Awakening has helped me through some shitty stuff in the past, and my year so far has been pretty shitty. So, I'm heaping on the Spring Awakening recovery treatment, and pretty much living to see him everyday.

You don't need to worry about who him is, but just know that I'm thoroughly positive at this point that I am indeed totally in love with him. And after the show I'm in is over I'm no going to be seeing him that often. And I can already tell how much it's going to hurt.

But back on topic, I would just like to close with the follow statements.

1. Andy Mientus and Ben Moss are the cutest couple ever. (even if I'm not sure if they are gay)
2. Gideon Glick is very hot.
3. I like Andy as Hanschen better than I like Johny B. Wright. Just saying.


Hope, Love, and Spring Awakening;
Mizz Molly





~ For those who know nothing of Spring Awakening(SA):

Andy Mientus is Hanschen(my favorite character) in the National Touring Cast and I want his body/voice/children.
Ben Moss was Ernst(my second favorite character) in the National Touring cast, but has recently left the cast to go to college. I also think that he is absolutely adorable.
Gideon Glick was Ernst in the Original Broadway cast and he is extremely good looking and is openly gay. He also has a high pitched voice, which I think is adorable and adds to his character.
Johny B. Wright was Hanschen in the Original Touring cast. While I like him as Hanschen quite a lot, I like Andy way better.
But Johny and Gideon have such good chemistry together hnnghhhhhhh

In SA Hanschen seduces Ernst and they make out on stage. Needless to say this is my favorite scene.
I saw Andy and Ben do it, and it was adorable. But since then I have seen videos of the Original Hanschen and Ernst (Johny B. Wright and Gideon Glick) and have made the official decision that, while Andy and Ben are cute, Johny and Gideon are hot. (Probably because they are both gay....)

NOW my rant is over.

This is why I love Urban Dictionary.

"Slow Walker: a fan of spring awakening who is particularly enamored with Hanschen/Johhny B. Wright/Andy Mientus.
The name comes from a quote from the play in which one girl tells the others "last one to the bridge has to hold hands with Hanschen!" therefore, the fans of hanschen would walk very slowly to the bridge.
EX: fangirl: who's your fave SA character?
me: Hanschen! I'm a very very slow walker :)"

That is a serious entry on Urban Dictionary.

I love my life and Urban Dictionary. <3

P.S. Andy Mientus is so sexy it actually is painful for me to watch/listen to him. Just saying.

No, I am not okay.

Seriously.

I've felt like complete shit for the past 2 weeks and I don't understand why.

I've already hit rock bottom, so why can't I start raising myself up again?



This video is the only reason I've remotely okay right now.

Spring Awakening has always been so important to me and literally saved my life last year. Without the beautiful music and message of this music I would not be where I am right now. I'd be so much worse. (If that's even possible...)

I saw these guys live when I saw SA for the first time, and have had a crush on Andy Mientus (the blond one who plays Hanschen) ever since.

I love these men so very very very much and this song holds such a deep meaning for me. If it wasn't for this song I would not be able to make it though tonight sane.

So, Thank you my 1st National Tour Spring Awakening cast. I love you all more than you know.

Healing power, Strength, and Spring Awakening,
Mizz Molly

Lyrics for 'Comet on It's Way'

Judy Nathan
Kelly Casen
Sally Timmerman

Anna Kim
Lucinda Primm
Jill and Jenny Sands

Good Ol' Lisa, Christ
She seems so distant and so sad

Then there's Wendy, somehow with me
Doesn't matter where I am

Hiprey teens out in their jeans
Zippered in their bods
From the back, man, that ass
And that little slip of bra

Oh my hands adjust my pants in the auditorium
Down the hall, into the stalls
Where my fingers are all thumbs

Christ what's the whole like deals
Nightly too unreal
Holding you -- you nowhere me. And I mean holding, holding...
Through the darkness comes the laughter, all the stars bend over sideways.
Oh my darling, there's a Heaven. Such a comet on it's way...


Suzy Maler
Heather Taylor

Stanley Anderson

Paula White
Barbara Light
Pattie Emulson

Good ol' Lisa
Christ, she seemed so distant
And so sad.

Then there's Wendy, somehow with me
Doesn't matter where I am

Christ, the whole like deals
Nightly too unreal
Holding you -- you nowhere me
And I mean holding, holding...

Through the darkness comes the laughter
All the stars bend over sideways
Oh my darling, there's a Heaven. Such a comet on it's way...

Through the darkness comes the laughter
All the stars bend over sideways
Oh my darling, there's a Heaven
Such a comet on it's way...


Such a comet on it's way.
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